Thoughts, or, moreover too many of them were one of the reasons why I actually and eventually started a blog. I was one of those having a continuous chaos inside my head, with thoughts running around, just being there all the time, making it difficult for me to focus, to order them, and to put them aside.
By writing small pieces on my blog I managed to make and keep order of those thoughts, since they are now neatly put into published and unpublished post here at my small piece of the web. And I began to love it. I love the creativity in involves, the medium itself and the interaction which has arisen from it on a day to day basis. It really makes my day to read all your lovely comments in response to my posts - I read each and every one of them and - at least try- to reply!
Coming back on the thoughts, I have reached a state were I am almost all the time 'in charge' of my thoughts if that makes sense. When I usually got overwhelmed by them, and having the feeling they control me, make me feel good, bad, stressed out or other, it is now(mostly, ha ha) me who thinks to think certain thoughts.
When I have this kind of 'blank' in my head it makes me relaxed and smile and I realize I may now think a thought which I actually want to think. And it works super well I create the thoughts which lead me to have positive feelings and emotions - which again leads to the fact that I am happier than ever, if that makes sense. I just love those 'blank moments' when I am just there - doing what I just do, without being distracted of anything. When I walk the dog for example, I walk the dog and not worry. If I then think, I should think something, I think things like 'I am walking Josie, and the temperature is below zero, which makes my finger tips freeze' or I walk the dog and see a beautiful place and just think how beautiful the place is.
Whenever hassle and stress catches me I always try to return to this state of blank-ness to start all over, relax and think thoughts which result in happiness.
I know that this thinking thoughts thing sounds pretty weird. But does anyone else know the feeling of blank-ness, or creating the thoughts one actually wants and appreciates? Or do you know this chaos in your head?
I am sorry for this word-load, but I just could not stop musing about this thoughts-thing. Will come up with another fashion-related post soon again, since I still owe you my tartan outfits, mh?
Have a lovely evening!